always.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

HOHOHOS ! ((: finally finished updating my guildblogg x.x
Guild outing todayy is really really funn ! :D but dam tiringg ! )):

i've uploaded lotsa fotos ,
go to http://mash-mellowies.blogspot.com/ if u wanna view those fotos ((:

Well , dam tired , i go rest alr , bbyes ! :DD

3rd day of CNY (sku reopens.)

today is an awful day .

and im so angryyy x.x

COS IM BLURDY BEING ACCUSED FOR PLAYING A PRANK ON THAT STUPID AUNTIE LEE (my ss teacher).

i was sleeping in class as usual , and suddenly i heard a loud laughters from all of my classmates . of cos im curious , and i asked pky (he was beside me) wad happen .

and he told me that , blablabla (idk who) stick tape on auntie lee's skirt , and when she moved back , the tape sticked on my chair , and den back to her's .

who ask her got suck a bigbig butty x.x

and because of that , she accused me that i am the one who did it .

and of cos , 1 of the auntie's character is to complain .

gaaahs , i just feel so innocent -.- i never even bother to look at her blurdy woofwoof face ,

i still go molest her for wad man ? my hand will rot ! x.x

hmphs , rushed home after sku , and cab all the way to cck to find bendan ! ((:

cos he's sick ! D: den trained to causeway to had our dinner :X

cos yewtee no KFC :X and i was craving for KFC (cos i got no more sorethroat) ! :o

and finally bused back to SK (:

suddenlly moodswing :X sorry bendan x.x

and thanks for the dayy (:

;; im attached in maple ! hohohos (:

2nd day of CNY (:

had steamboat and aunt's house as usual ,

every year the same (:

then off to amk to meet lesbie for movie again . LOLL !

watched love matters this time , this movie is so blurdy horny -.-

and the story is all about sex . ahdots , no wonder its NC16 .

went to the playground we went few weeks ago (:

and we built a sand castle .

omg , we're such a pro . [x

and finally reached home at 11.30pm (:

First day of CNY .

GONG XI GONG XI ! :D hohohos .

today is a wonderful for me to have a gathering with all of my family members .

had lotsa fun and laughters (:

met lesbie and quebec for movie at night , and then back to grandma house :D

kinda a wonderful day , but oso a tiring one .

hees , a quick post x.x thats all (:

Sunday, January 25, 2009

"dun pray pray hor , i oso noe how to use the phone one.."

Today is "chu xi ye" , and tomorrow is cny le ! :D
yippees ! [:
gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! :D

WOOHOOOS ! [x
im ready to collect allll my red packets $_$
and im sure tomorrow will be really funnn ! :D
and im so excited :P

im sooooooooooo... looking forward to it [:
well , going to bathe and off to grandma hse for "tuan yuan fan" alr .

goodbye peeps ! :D

Saturday, January 24, 2009

HOHOHOs , didnt blog for almost a week , miss me ? [x
bleahhs :P kinda busy nowadays -.-
everyday after sku = shopping .
its a usual routine uhs ! :D

and yeaa ! :D CNY IS COMINGG !
have everyone finish ur shopping ? o.o
if not faster do NOW ! [:
if u nid someone to acc , can always find me :D
Jasmine can give u lotsa comments [:

And , I WANNA GO KBOX MADLYYYYY !
anyone wanna go with me ? T___T
lalalalaas ~
im random :X

okays , nothing else to blog about ,
till here ! :D

Monday, January 19, 2009

Boring day todayy....

magic show for today assemblyy , kinda , funny and stupid :o

but of cos , its entertaining , yet irritating -.-

because keep doing de same thing , see alr very siann :X ahahas .

1st lesson is chinese , and i got "ting xie" (spelling) , aiks .

and i did badly :X lotsa mistakes . and i only score 40/100 :X

well , not bad le hor ~! [x

sleeping during english class as usual ,

i noe english is important , but i just cant help it x.x

when english lesson starts , my body just automatically shut down :o

and poof ! to mojo-land ~.~ ! so its not my fault uhs ! :X

last lesson is POA/F&N , and it was my free period ,

wth manzxzx , 2hrs sitting dere doing nothing -.-

and i've decided to drop art and take POA :X

but i feel so badd x.x because ms ng treat me so gud ,

yet i choose to drop art :X

but ! its my future , AHAHAHAHAS .

Finally sku ended at 2pm ,

well , dunno ware to go -.-

no one to go out with after sku ):

so , i head back home alone :o

while waiting for the LRT at de platform ,

saw all those sec 1s , and i feel that im so old alr . )):

But i miss my sec 1 life ): its full of fun and laughters .

and i feel so loved and warm :o

but its all different now .

aiks , sometimes , i really regrett choosing this sku :X

because im different sku from all my pri sku clique ,

if we all go into the same sku , i guess , i wont be that lonely like now alr .

everything wont happen like this , ahahahs .

but i cant rewind the time )):

how i wish i got a friend like doraemon :o

Alrights , i shall end here [:

goodbye ! :D

;; I am very randomm ! :D

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Zhang Hui Mei (A-Mei) - Zhen Shi (Real)

你說的話
ni shuo de hua
The things you’ve said,
在我心中生了根
zai wo xin zhong sheng le gen
had plant it’s roots in my heart.
愛得很深
ai de hen shen
(I) loved you so deep,
所以心會疼
suo yi xin hui teng
that’s why (my) would hurt.
記憶在我的心中翻滾
ji yi zai wo de xin zhong fan gun
The memories are rolling in my heart.
是不是每一個人
shi bu shi mei yi ge ren
Is it right that everyone
都像我一樣笨
dou xiang wo yi yang ben
is as stupid as me.

只怕再問
zhi pa zai wen
(I’m) scared to ask again.
對彼此都太殘忍
dui bi ci dou tai can ren
It’s too harsh on the both of us.
我能感覺
wo neng gan jue
I can feel
另外一個人
ling wai yi ge ren
another person.
我等等笑容換成淚痕
wo deng deng xiao rong huan cheng lei hen
I’m waiting for the smiles to become tears.
愛在崩潰的時候
ai zai beng kui de shi hou
When love is in the mist of collapsing,
比較真
bi jiao zhen
it’s more real.

太多疑問
tai duo yi wen
(There are) too much questions.
知道答案又如何
zhi dao da an you ru he
(I) know what’s the answer going to be.
原來容忍不需要天份
yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen
Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.
只要愛錯一個人
zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren
Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實
xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi
Heartache is more real then happiness.
愛為何這樣的諷刺
ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci
Why does love (have) this kind satire.
我忘了這是第幾次
wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci
I’ve forgotten how many times
一見你就無法堅持
yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi
I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實
gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi
Loneliness is more real then an embrace.
愛讓人失去了理智
ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi
Love makes people lose (their) rationality.
會不會是我太自私
hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si
Am I being too selfish for
拒絕更寂寞的日子
ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi
rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開
fang bu kai
(I) cannot let go
也看不見未來
ye kan bu jian wei lai
nor see (my) future.
難道這種不完美
nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei
Could it be that this imperfectness
才是愛情真實的樣子
cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi
is what love really is.

太多疑問
tai duo yi wen
(There are) too much questions.
知道答案又如何
zhi dao da an you ru he
(I) know what’s the answer going to be.
原來容忍不需要天份
yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen
Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.
只要愛錯一個人
zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren
Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實
xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi
Heartache is more real then happiness.
愛為何這樣的諷刺
ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci
Why does love (have) this kind satire.
我忘了這是第幾次
wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci
I’ve forgotten how many times
一見你就無法堅持
yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi
I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實
gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi
Loneliness is more real then an embrace.
愛讓人失去了理智
ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi
Love makes people lose (their) rationality.
會不會是我太自私
hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si
Am I being too selfish for
拒絕更寂寞的日子
ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi
rejecting more lonelier days.

孤獨比擁抱更真實
gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi
Loneliness is more real then an embrace.
愛讓人失去了理智
ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi
Love makes people lose (their) rationality.
會不會是我太自私
hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si
Am I being too selfish for
拒絕更寂寞的日子
ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi
rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開
fang bu kai
(I) cannot let go
也看不見未來
ye kan bu jian wei lai
nor see (my) future.
難道這種不完美
nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei
Could it be that this imperfectness
才是愛情真實的樣子
cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi
is what love really is

really love this song lahhs ! :o

Had a shopping spree ytd with angie , yuru , jingjun , kahyan and my girlfee krist ! :D
went to far east , and omggg , i saw alot of dresses that i love alot alot alot ! )):

and yahs , i bought a few , and of cos , im satisfied :D

off to bugis with kristal , and continue our shopping spree :X

went to hougang mall to find my parents for dinner den home sweet home ! [:

LOLLL ! paisehhh , kinda lazy to blog alr -.- lalalalas ! :P

Saturday, January 17, 2009

had a guild outing ytd [:
and i just finished posting at the guild blog ,
and i lazy to post again -.-

so , if you wan to noe what happen ,
go to , www.mash-mellowies.blogspot.com [:
LOLLL .

that's all for now , going bathe and outa ! :D
going far east today , WHEEE ! :D

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Qn : The animal in the photo above is a pig or a cow ? x.x

Ans : A pig with horns ! ( hornyyy piggg ! [x )

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Well , a short post for todayy [:

sku were fine for these few days :D

and i've become very quiet in class ,

and yupp , i am attentive in class ! [x (not everytime though..)

I guess , that will be better ?

and of cos , it helps me to understand more :D

not like the past , im totally lost -.-

and i dunno wth de teacher is talking about :X

cos im busy playing , chatting , etc . [x

Well , now in this class , no one to talk to ,

naturally , im quiet , and of cos i will pay attention to the teacher (:

but of cos , im a sleepy head x.x thats a fact .

so , yeaaa , i still do sleep in class , sometimes .

hohohos , whenever i sleep , sihui (the girl next to me) cfm will sleep too :X

den i'll kena say by teacher / classmate , my sleepy-head-disease will spread ! [x

LOLL !

Hmms , my "short-post" , isnt short alr :X

ahahahas , sorry x.x !

today in class is totally bored .

i really , dunno what to do in class manzxzx ,

i feel so unwanted )):

so , i would go around to disturb the others ,

trying to catch their attention , LOLL ,

am i stupid ? trying to make friends this way ?

whateverrr... !

Slept in chem class as usual ,

cos the teacher got a boring face ,

i can't hlp it -.- but to sleep .

when i woke up , i realise my pink coloured mirror was broken ! D:

and no one own upp ,

of cos , im heart-break .

but nvm , so what if im angry ? my mirror wont get back to normal .

aiks .

Did journal writing during english class today ,

my tears suddenly fall down from my eyes ,

sihui was shock of cos ,

to her , im a cheerful person who will never cryy .

LOLL . but , actually , im a cry baby [x

hohohos :D

Just finished my research for art ,

and i noe what im going to draw alr [:

im going to draw a broken lollipop ,

because lollipop is very bright and colourful ,

and bright colours represent cheerful ,

but the bright and colourful lollipop is broken alr .

a broken lollipop is just like me , i may seems to be very cheerful ,

happy , lively , etc .

but actually , inside , its alr deeply hurt ,

and broken into pieces .

and im going to draw a broke bunny (soft-toy) .

that being thrown into a corner , and it's unwanted )):

aiks , say no more :o

well , seems emo uhs ? AHAHAHAHS .

lalalalaas [:

i guess , currently , no one noes how i feel uhs ? (:

well , now i understand , i have schoolmates ,

but i dun have friend , well people will start asking ,

isnt it the same ? no [:

aiks , i dunno how to explain , just that ,

it isnt the same ): not at all .

well , shall stop here x.x

crying madlyyy ):

goodbyes . [:

;; What am i to you ? ):

Sunday, January 11, 2009

11o1o9 ; Sunday

Today is baking day ! :D went to kuan yi hse with jun an to bake cookies ! :D

because tml is dingkiong's bday ! [: Happy advance bday D.K !

im late as usual :X suppose to reach at 1pm , but i reach at around 2pm :X

Trained to hougang to buy some ingredients , den off to KY's hse (:

Everything went smoothly , but unfortunately , de muffins are ruined ):

As usual , zi lian ! :D

cos it was dam boredd :X

Saw Jun An playing this game , Pet Society , so cuteee ! ~.~

so i decided to play too :X waahs , funn :X LOLL !

Those who are playing too , please add me ! :x

Jas_yeo94@hotmail.com

faster finish de packaging , and den off to dinner at rm [: !

and they decided to walk to de mrt station which is like so far away ! ):

and dey walk so fast ! T___T

or isit my leg short ? :X bleahhs :P !

outa boredom , this is wad i will usually doo :X

HOHOHOs ! :P !

Finally reached RM , had our dinner and PKY got candid by mee ! :D

Kuan Yi and his Shi-Lian-Pai

look how funny he is :X

But , thanks to him , for walking me home :P

Finally reached home at 9pm+ [:

whatta fun day today ! [:

;; I'm looking forward for my future .. (:


Oh hello. November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Thursday, January 29, 2009 HOHOHOS ! ((: finally finished updating my guildblogg x.x Guild outing todayy is really really funn ! :D but dam tiringg ! )): i've uploaded lotsa fotos , go to http://mash-mellowies.blogspot.com/ if u wanna view those fotos ((: Well , dam tired , i go rest alr , bbyes ! :DD 1:24 AM · 3rd day of CNY (sku reopens.) today is an awful day . and im so angryyy x.x COS IM BLURDY BEING ACCUSED FOR PLAYING A PRANK ON THAT STUPID AUNTIE LEE (my ss teacher). i was sleeping in class as usual , and suddenly i heard a loud laughters from all of my classmates . of cos im curious , and i asked pky (he was beside me) wad happen . and he told me that , blablabla (idk who) stick tape on auntie lee's skirt , and when she moved back , the tape sticked on my chair , and den back to her's . who ask her got suck a bigbig butty x.x and because of that , she accused me that i am the one who did it . and of cos , 1 of the auntie's character is to complain . gaaahs , i just feel so innocent -.- i never even bother to look at her blurdy woofwoof face , i still go molest her for wad man ? my hand will rot ! x.x hmphs , rushed home after sku , and cab all the way to cck to find bendan ! ((: cos he's sick ! D: den trained to causeway to had our dinner :X cos yewtee no KFC :X and i was craving for KFC (cos i got no more sorethroat) ! :o and finally bused back to SK (: suddenlly moodswing :X sorry bendan x.x and thanks for the dayy (: ;; im attached in maple ! hohohos (: 2nd day of CNY (: had steamboat and aunt's house as usual , every year the same (: then off to amk to meet lesbie for movie again . LOLL ! watched love matters this time , this movie is so blurdy horny -.- and the story is all about sex . ahdots , no wonder its NC16 . went to the playground we went few weeks ago (: and we built a sand castle . omg , we're such a pro . [x and finally reached home at 11.30pm (: First day of CNY . GONG XI GONG XI ! :D hohohos . today is a wonderful for me to have a gathering with all of my family members . had lotsa fun and laughters (: met lesbie and quebec for movie at night , and then back to grandma house :D kinda a wonderful day , but oso a tiring one . hees , a quick post x.x thats all (: 12:41 AM · Sunday, January 25, 2009 "dun pray pray hor , i oso noe how to use the phone one.." Today is "chu xi ye" , and tomorrow is cny le ! :D yippees ! [: gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! gong xi ni ! :D WOOHOOOS ! [x im ready to collect allll my red packets $_$ and im sure tomorrow will be really funnn ! :D and im so excited :P im sooooooooooo... looking forward to it [: well , going to bathe and off to grandma hse for "tuan yuan fan" alr . goodbye peeps ! :D 11:27 AM · Saturday, January 24, 2009 HOHOHOs , didnt blog for almost a week , miss me ? [x bleahhs :P kinda busy nowadays -.- everyday after sku = shopping . its a usual routine uhs ! :D and yeaa ! :D CNY IS COMINGG ! have everyone finish ur shopping ? o.o if not faster do NOW ! [: if u nid someone to acc , can always find me :D Jasmine can give u lotsa comments [: And , I WANNA GO KBOX MADLYYYYY ! anyone wanna go with me ? T___T lalalalaas ~ im random :X okays , nothing else to blog about , till here ! :D 12:59 PM · Monday, January 19, 2009 Boring day todayy.... magic show for today assemblyy , kinda , funny and stupid :o but of cos , its entertaining , yet irritating -.- because keep doing de same thing , see alr very siann :X ahahas . 1st lesson is chinese , and i got "ting xie" (spelling) , aiks . and i did badly :X lotsa mistakes . and i only score 40/100 :X well , not bad le hor ~! [x sleeping during english class as usual , i noe english is important , but i just cant help it x.x when english lesson starts , my body just automatically shut down :o and poof ! to mojo-land ~.~ ! so its not my fault uhs ! :X last lesson is POA/F&N , and it was my free period , wth manzxzx , 2hrs sitting dere doing nothing -.- and i've decided to drop art and take POA :X but i feel so badd x.x because ms ng treat me so gud , yet i choose to drop art :X but ! its my future , AHAHAHAHAS . Finally sku ended at 2pm , well , dunno ware to go -.- no one to go out with after sku ): so , i head back home alone :o while waiting for the LRT at de platform , saw all those sec 1s , and i feel that im so old alr . )): But i miss my sec 1 life ): its full of fun and laughters . and i feel so loved and warm :o but its all different now . aiks , sometimes , i really regrett choosing this sku :X because im different sku from all my pri sku clique , if we all go into the same sku , i guess , i wont be that lonely like now alr . everything wont happen like this , ahahahs . but i cant rewind the time )): how i wish i got a friend like doraemon :o Alrights , i shall end here [: goodbye ! :D ;; I am very randomm ! :D 3:17 PM · Sunday, January 18, 2009 Zhang Hui Mei (A-Mei) - Zhen Shi (Real) 你說的話 ni shuo de hua The things you’ve said, 在我心中生了根 zai wo xin zhong sheng le gen had plant it’s roots in my heart. 愛得很深 ai de hen shen (I) loved you so deep, 所以心會疼 suo yi xin hui teng that’s why (my) would hurt. 記憶在我的心中翻滾 ji yi zai wo de xin zhong fan gun The memories are rolling in my heart. 是不是每一個人 shi bu shi mei yi ge ren Is it right that everyone 都像我一樣笨 dou xiang wo yi yang ben is as stupid as me. 只怕再問 zhi pa zai wen (I’m) scared to ask again. 對彼此都太殘忍 dui bi ci dou tai can ren It’s too harsh on the both of us. 我能感覺 wo neng gan jue I can feel 另外一個人 ling wai yi ge ren another person. 我等等笑容換成淚痕 wo deng deng xiao rong huan cheng lei hen I’m waiting for the smiles to become tears. 愛在崩潰的時候 ai zai beng kui de shi hou When love is in the mist of collapsing, 比較真 bi jiao zhen it’s more real. 太多疑問 tai duo yi wen (There are) too much questions. 知道答案又如何 zhi dao da an you ru he (I) know what’s the answer going to be. 原來容忍不需要天份 yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent. 只要愛錯一個人 zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren Just need to love the wrong person. 心痛比快樂更真實 xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi Heartache is more real then happiness. 愛為何這樣的諷刺 ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci Why does love (have) this kind satire. 我忘了這是第幾次 wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci I’ve forgotten how many times 一見你就無法堅持 yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 放不開 fang bu kai (I) cannot let go 也看不見未來 ye kan bu jian wei lai nor see (my) future. 難道這種不完美 nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei Could it be that this imperfectness 才是愛情真實的樣子 cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi is what love really is. 太多疑問 tai duo yi wen (There are) too much questions. 知道答案又如何 zhi dao da an you ru he (I) know what’s the answer going to be. 原來容忍不需要天份 yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent. 只要愛錯一個人 zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren Just need to love the wrong person. 心痛比快樂更真實 xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi Heartache is more real then happiness. 愛為何這樣的諷刺 ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci Why does love (have) this kind satire. 我忘了這是第幾次 wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci I’ve forgotten how many times 一見你就無法堅持 yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 放不開 fang bu kai (I) cannot let go 也看不見未來 ye kan bu jian wei lai nor see (my) future. 難道這種不完美 nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei Could it be that this imperfectness 才是愛情真實的樣子 cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi is what love really is really love this song lahhs ! :o 4:38 PM · Had a shopping spree ytd with angie , yuru , jingjun , kahyan and my girlfee krist ! :D went to far east , and omggg , i saw alot of dresses that i love alot alot alot ! )): and yahs , i bought a few , and of cos , im satisfied :D off to bugis with kristal , and continue our shopping spree :X went to hougang mall to find my parents for dinner den home sweet home ! [: LOLLL ! paisehhh , kinda lazy to blog alr -.- lalalalas ! :P 1:38 PM · Saturday, January 17, 2009 had a guild outing ytd [: and i just finished posting at the guild blog , and i lazy to post again -.- so , if you wan to noe what happen , go to , www.mash-mellowies.blogspot.com [: LOLLL . that's all for now , going bathe and outa ! :D going far east today , WHEEE ! :D 11:39 AM · Thursday, January 15, 2009 Qn : The animal in the photo above is a pig or a cow ? x.x Ans : A pig with horns ! ( hornyyy piggg ! [x ) 8:01 PM · Wednesday, January 14, 2009 Well , a short post for todayy [: sku were fine for these few days :D and i've become very quiet in class , and yupp , i am attentive in class ! [x (not everytime though..) I guess , that will be better ? and of cos , it helps me to understand more :D not like the past , im totally lost -.- and i dunno wth de teacher is talking about :X cos im busy playing , chatting , etc . [x Well , now in this class , no one to talk to , naturally , im quiet , and of cos i will pay attention to the teacher (: but of cos , im a sleepy head x.x thats a fact . so , yeaaa , i still do sleep in class , sometimes . hohohos , whenever i sleep , sihui (the girl next to me) cfm will sleep too :X den i'll kena say by teacher / classmate , my sleepy-head-disease will spread ! [x LOLL ! Hmms , my "short-post" , isnt short alr :X ahahahas , sorry x.x ! today in class is totally bored . i really , dunno what to do in class manzxzx , i feel so unwanted )): so , i would go around to disturb the others , trying to catch their attention , LOLL , am i stupid ? trying to make friends this way ? whateverrr... ! Slept in chem class as usual , cos the teacher got a boring face , i can't hlp it -.- but to sleep . when i woke up , i realise my pink coloured mirror was broken ! D: and no one own upp , of cos , im heart-break . but nvm , so what if im angry ? my mirror wont get back to normal . aiks . Did journal writing during english class today , my tears suddenly fall down from my eyes , sihui was shock of cos , to her , im a cheerful person who will never cryy . LOLL . but , actually , im a cry baby [x hohohos :D Just finished my research for art , and i noe what im going to draw alr [: im going to draw a broken lollipop , because lollipop is very bright and colourful , and bright colours represent cheerful , but the bright and colourful lollipop is broken alr . a broken lollipop is just like me , i may seems to be very cheerful , happy , lively , etc . but actually , inside , its alr deeply hurt , and broken into pieces . and im going to draw a broke bunny (soft-toy) . that being thrown into a corner , and it's unwanted )): aiks , say no more :o well , seems emo uhs ? AHAHAHAHS . lalalalaas [: i guess , currently , no one noes how i feel uhs ? (: well , now i understand , i have schoolmates , but i dun have friend , well people will start asking , isnt it the same ? no [: aiks , i dunno how to explain , just that , it isnt the same ): not at all . well , shall stop here x.x crying madlyyy ): goodbyes . [: ;; What am i to you ? ): 11:16 PM · Sunday, January 11, 2009 11o1o9 ; Sunday Today is baking day ! :D went to kuan yi hse with jun an to bake cookies ! :D because tml is dingkiong's bday ! [: Happy advance bday D.K ! im late as usual :X suppose to reach at 1pm , but i reach at around 2pm :X Trained to hougang to buy some ingredients , den off to KY's hse (: Everything went smoothly , but unfortunately , de muffins are ruined ): As usual , zi lian ! :D cos it was dam boredd :X Saw Jun An playing this game , Pet Society , so cuteee ! ~.~ so i decided to play too :X waahs , funn :X LOLL ! Those who are playing too , please add me ! :x *Jas_yeo94@hotmail.com* faster finish de packaging , and den off to dinner at rm [: ! and they decided to walk to de mrt station which is like so far away ! ): and dey walk so fast ! T___T or isit my leg short ? :X bleahhs :P ! outa boredom , this is wad i will usually doo :X HOHOHOs ! :P ! Finally reached RM , had our dinner and PKY got candid by mee ! :D Kuan Yi and his Shi-Lian-Pai look how funny he is :X But , thanks to him , for walking me home :P Finally reached home at 9pm+ [: whatta fun day today ! [: ;; I'm looking forward for my future .. (: 11:25 PM ·