always.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Well , a short post for todayy [:

sku were fine for these few days :D

and i've become very quiet in class ,

and yupp , i am attentive in class ! [x (not everytime though..)

I guess , that will be better ?

and of cos , it helps me to understand more :D

not like the past , im totally lost -.-

and i dunno wth de teacher is talking about :X

cos im busy playing , chatting , etc . [x

Well , now in this class , no one to talk to ,

naturally , im quiet , and of cos i will pay attention to the teacher (:

but of cos , im a sleepy head x.x thats a fact .

so , yeaaa , i still do sleep in class , sometimes .

hohohos , whenever i sleep , sihui (the girl next to me) cfm will sleep too :X

den i'll kena say by teacher / classmate , my sleepy-head-disease will spread ! [x

LOLL !

Hmms , my "short-post" , isnt short alr :X

ahahahas , sorry x.x !

today in class is totally bored .

i really , dunno what to do in class manzxzx ,

i feel so unwanted )):

so , i would go around to disturb the others ,

trying to catch their attention , LOLL ,

am i stupid ? trying to make friends this way ?

whateverrr... !

Slept in chem class as usual ,

cos the teacher got a boring face ,

i can't hlp it -.- but to sleep .

when i woke up , i realise my pink coloured mirror was broken ! D:

and no one own upp ,

of cos , im heart-break .

but nvm , so what if im angry ? my mirror wont get back to normal .

aiks .

Did journal writing during english class today ,

my tears suddenly fall down from my eyes ,

sihui was shock of cos ,

to her , im a cheerful person who will never cryy .

LOLL . but , actually , im a cry baby [x

hohohos :D

Just finished my research for art ,

and i noe what im going to draw alr [:

im going to draw a broken lollipop ,

because lollipop is very bright and colourful ,

and bright colours represent cheerful ,

but the bright and colourful lollipop is broken alr .

a broken lollipop is just like me , i may seems to be very cheerful ,

happy , lively , etc .

but actually , inside , its alr deeply hurt ,

and broken into pieces .

and im going to draw a broke bunny (soft-toy) .

that being thrown into a corner , and it's unwanted )):

aiks , say no more :o

well , seems emo uhs ? AHAHAHAHS .

lalalalaas [:

i guess , currently , no one noes how i feel uhs ? (:

well , now i understand , i have schoolmates ,

but i dun have friend , well people will start asking ,

isnt it the same ? no [:

aiks , i dunno how to explain , just that ,

it isnt the same ): not at all .

well , shall stop here x.x

crying madlyyy ):

goodbyes . [:

;; What am i to you ? ):


Oh hello. November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Wednesday, January 14, 2009 Well , a short post for todayy [: sku were fine for these few days :D and i've become very quiet in class , and yupp , i am attentive in class ! [x (not everytime though..) I guess , that will be better ? and of cos , it helps me to understand more :D not like the past , im totally lost -.- and i dunno wth de teacher is talking about :X cos im busy playing , chatting , etc . [x Well , now in this class , no one to talk to , naturally , im quiet , and of cos i will pay attention to the teacher (: but of cos , im a sleepy head x.x thats a fact . so , yeaaa , i still do sleep in class , sometimes . hohohos , whenever i sleep , sihui (the girl next to me) cfm will sleep too :X den i'll kena say by teacher / classmate , my sleepy-head-disease will spread ! [x LOLL ! Hmms , my "short-post" , isnt short alr :X ahahahas , sorry x.x ! today in class is totally bored . i really , dunno what to do in class manzxzx , i feel so unwanted )): so , i would go around to disturb the others , trying to catch their attention , LOLL , am i stupid ? trying to make friends this way ? whateverrr... ! Slept in chem class as usual , cos the teacher got a boring face , i can't hlp it -.- but to sleep . when i woke up , i realise my pink coloured mirror was broken ! D: and no one own upp , of cos , im heart-break . but nvm , so what if im angry ? my mirror wont get back to normal . aiks . Did journal writing during english class today , my tears suddenly fall down from my eyes , sihui was shock of cos , to her , im a cheerful person who will never cryy . LOLL . but , actually , im a cry baby [x hohohos :D Just finished my research for art , and i noe what im going to draw alr [: im going to draw a broken lollipop , because lollipop is very bright and colourful , and bright colours represent cheerful , but the bright and colourful lollipop is broken alr . a broken lollipop is just like me , i may seems to be very cheerful , happy , lively , etc . but actually , inside , its alr deeply hurt , and broken into pieces . and im going to draw a broke bunny (soft-toy) . that being thrown into a corner , and it's unwanted )): aiks , say no more :o well , seems emo uhs ? AHAHAHAHS . lalalalaas [: i guess , currently , no one noes how i feel uhs ? (: well , now i understand , i have schoolmates , but i dun have friend , well people will start asking , isnt it the same ? no [: aiks , i dunno how to explain , just that , it isnt the same ): not at all . well , shall stop here x.x crying madlyyy ): goodbyes . [: ;; What am i to you ? ): 11:16 PM ·